Why are you not paying attention to me?
If you ignore you might lose me,
Look only at me now!
‘‘Look Only At Me!’’
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 5:16 PM
The day has finally arrived where I have to check my results for the 2nd semester. I did had sleeping disorder these days.No matter how hard I tried to forget about it, it seems hopeless. I even tried so hard to convince myself that it will be okay but my mind is always giving me negative thoughts. This time was much more pressuring compared to the last semester.I had lack of confidence (although I always am having lack of confidence but this time is even worse than usual!!) that I keep on having nightmares!
I was shivering so much when I logged in to the website.I knew that because my fingers were so cold and I can see them moving too.I have to,by hook or by crook,see my own result ,right?So,I ignored my shivering fingers and continued clicking the mouse to check the result.When the results were displayed in front of me, I immediately covered my GPA results. My mum was beside me,so I told her to tell me my grades for each subjects and NOT to tell me my GPA results (what?I was scared!!). lols.
I was surprised to hear my English mark.I got a ‘B’ which is something that I didn’t expect (I expected a higher grade).The English results has really affected not only me ,but the whole class’s GPA result!My friends seems to put the blame on the teacher but..I didn’t think that it was our teacher who marked our papers.The teacher is still new in school so,maybe it was other lecturer who marked our papers for him.Ah well,getting a “B” is better than nothing.
Overall grades were.. erm.. okay, I guess. I didn't have any "C" grades this time (because there is no Chemistry).I am happy about it too!Oh yes,don't ask about my GPA as I still haven't ask my mum about it.lols.
I guess I will try harder this time (well it is the last trimester so I have to try my best now!).I will ‘melompat tinggi-tinggi sampai kaki patah!!”.’Melompat’ as in my GPA and subject grades of course.Self motivation again,right?
Varsha,there is still hope!Don't Give Up!!
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♪ 22 years
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♪ ♥ sketching anime characters
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