Still Destiny

Valentine Celebration

2012-02-17T13:18:00.003+08:00

Although Valentine's Day had just passed,I do hope that people would continue to treat their other half like every day is Valentine's Day.Each day filled with surprises.If you love someone,don't let her/him slip away from your hands.

I still remember what I did on Valentine's Day last year.I spent the whole day with my ex-boyfriend.The whole day trying to understand him.

Yup,this textbook was my ex-boyfriend whom I spent with during Valentine's Day last year.Although he is my ex,I still have the book in my room! [laughs] I had a test that day and unfortunately,the test was in the evening.So,I spent the whole day with this book.

For the recent Valentine's Day,I spent my day with my boyfriend.The whole trying to understand him.

Now,this is my current boyfriend.I had a test recently,a day after Valentine's Day.So,I spent my whole 14 February with this book.Notice how the books have similar names.That is really a coincidence![laughs] This book is still my boyfriend as the semester hasn't end yet and I still need him.[laughs] I really am a bad girlfriend,huh?

I'm sure you must have spent your Valentine's Day better than me,right?At least not facing the books all day,I hope.

Sensitivity

2012-02-05T21:57:00.005+08:00

Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Sensitivity

You are a giving, open, loving person. You truly want the world to be a better place.

You appreciate what you have in life. You are very content.

You are very sensitive, and your sensitivity can be a double edged sword.

People think you're cute because you're generous. You are easy to love - it's part of your charm.

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This monster is really cute.This is the only monster with the love icon there so guess that is my main reason of choosing it [laughs] I agree with all of the statement except the 'content' part.I don't think I am contented yet.There are still so much to do.Cute because of my generosity..hmm.Generous people are cute? How does that even connect? [laughs]

click here to know yours.

Progress

2012-02-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

Saturday is gonna end soon so let's see my progress in completing all my work.

The ones highlighted in yellow indicates that the task has been completed and is safe to be forgotten.

Alright,two more task to go! I am actually shocked that I managed to complete almost all of it today.Especially all the lab reports! That is mainly because I wasn't online so often today.I hope to complete everything tomorrow and take a break during my two extra holidays this Monday and Tuesday.

One at a Time

2012-02-03T21:24:00.005+08:00

Friday,Friday,Friday! After 50 minutes,it'll be Saturday!Saturday!Saturday! I am so glad that the weekends are coming.I have had such a busy week.I didn't expect myself to be this busy either.Lecturers have been pouring tons of work on us right on the first day we return from the Chinese New Year break! Lucky for all of us that we managed to complete everything within the given time.

There were too many new work given that I knew I had to do a 'to do' list.

All I can say that I am lucky that I have two additional holidays next week on Monday and Tuesday.Imagine, four lab reports to be done.That is really a lot.I'll have to do one at a time or else things would be too confusing.

I think by next Tuesday I will be a....

Zombie.

Don't be surprised if I start walking or looking like that!I don't think I will have time to rest in these few days.I guess I will have to allocate my resting time now itself so that I could finish all these.

It is during times like this that I wish I have a helping hand.

I don't specifically want a human,I want one of those small creatures that can be seen in anime.Possibly,a creature that has mystical powers. Or for those who don't watch anime,you can say that I want a fairy.

It does matter if it [the creature] can't help me in my work.Just cheering for me would be enough so that I won't give up half way.Just a simple act of cheering would make me happy and have the energy to go on.

I really wish there is such creatures in this world

Reunion

2012-01-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

Reunion with family members is always a touching moment.Especially if one has not seen each other for a long time.There are a lot of things that comes to mind when you attend a reunion.You would think of what to say to them,as you have not meet them in a while.

The latest episode of Naruto Shippuuden episode 246 : The Orange Spark,is the episode where all Naruto lovers should watch.Why this episode should not be missed?

This episode reunites Naruto with his mother, Uzumaki Kushina.This is really an episode I was looking forward to as I have always wanted to know more about Naruto's parents.No doubt that I did read up on Narutopedia but watching it does give more impact to it. [laughs]

Credits to TVTOKYO

I have already watched the episode where Naruto meets his father and that was a special moment as that was their first time meeting each other.I felt sad for them that they only has a limited time to talk,to catch up with each others' lives.

Now,the same thing happens when he reunites for the first time with his mother.The limitation of time.The first gesture Naruto did when he meets his mother,I find this scene the most touching part.The scene where Naruto finally hugs his mother.

No matter how long the reunion can take,hours,minutes or even seconds, it is worthwhile to be able to meet with loved ones.

That memory would never fade.

That smile would never be forgotten.

Therefore always treasure your loved ones and take great care of them.As for Naruto,being able to meet his parents even for a while,meant the world to him.

The sad thing is that both his parents disappears to the afterlife after meeting Naruto.

How I wish Dragon Ball characters can merged with Naruto.At least Naruto could use the 7 dragon balls to bring his parents back to life,and bring Sasuke's family back to life,and Jiraiya sensei back to life and..oh,the list is never ending!

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-22T20:46:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2012!

The Year Of The Water Dragon

I didn't manage to do a special anime graphic for this year's Chinese New Year [the image above was taken from here] but I did managed to do a special graphic design for the fan page that I'm in charge of on Facebook.

He looks cool,ne?Guess I spent too much time doing for the fan page that I had no time to do another for myself! [laughs] Oh ya,the outfit Chun wears in this image was originally blue in color,I changed the color to fit the Chinese New Year spirit which is RED!

I was thinking of just leaving his shirt blue as this year is the year of the Water Dragon. The water dragon should be blue in color so,I thought of creating a blue graphic.But I felt it won't be suitable as Chinese New Year is always associated with red.Do you realize that my current blog layout is blue in color? Water Dragon=Blue=Blue layout?? Looks like I was on the Chinese New Year spirit from the beginning of the year itself!

Oh well,I should stop complaining about it as this image has received more than 160 likes on the fan page.They have no idea how I felt when I saw that number![laughs] I was smiling away =)

Decisions

2012-01-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

Being alone in a place does make a person independent.An individual will have to face many challenges and to accept new ways of life,to learn to adapt to new surroundings too.I learnt to adapt surroundings much faster now when compared to before during my high school. [laughs] Guess there were too many changes that has occurred during these few years.

Most importantly is that there are many decisions to make when you are alone.Yup,a lot of decisions.Especially when you are studying away from home. This leads to the main reason why I am blogging this at 10.27 pm. I am still deciding whether should I sleep now or not. [laughing really hard] What kind of a stupid question is this? You may be angry now as you have wasted you time reading this post.I guess I am too excited for tomorrow.I will be returning home tomorrow! I have not pack my bag though.I know I can pack my bag in 5 minutes. [laughs] That is how fast I am!

Today,my lecturer ask the class to introduce on our hobbies. I had no idea on how to describe mine. I play anime NDS games,watch anime movies, sketch anime characters, collect anime figurines and listen to anime soundtracks.How should I describe mine? So,I end up saying that I am an anime-addict.I guess my lecturer was not aware on what anime means so I showed my FullMetal Alchemist Edward Elric keychain on my pencil box.Looking at it,my lecturer finally realized that I am actually addicted to cartoons and not of some kind of drugs [laughs]

My answer doesn't exactly answer the question.Being an anime-addict is not a hobby.That is describing what I am! [laughs] Oh well,my lecturer accepted my answer anyway [smiles]

Okay,now I have decided to sleep.Yes,I will be sleeping at 10.40 p.m. today therefore good night to all of you reading this! Although I feel some of you might have already quit after reading my stupid question earlier =_="

Shopping

2012-01-14T20:15:00.004+08:00

What do you normally buy when you are in a shopping mall? I guess many girls would head straight for the clothes,bags,shoes,cosmetics section. I,on the other hand,head straight for the anime merchandise section or to the book store where I would check out all the stationaries.In short,I would definitely be in a shop where there are anime characters or merchandises.[laughs]

I went to an anime stall where they sell lots of anime merchandises during my last holidays.Waah,that was like heaven to me [laughs] Here is what I bought.

A watch featuring Vocaloid Hatsune Miku.I was trying to get the Kaito version of the watch but there was only Miku. Still,I bought it as it is hard to get any Vocaloid merchandises.The watch is actually kinda big,maybe because my hands are small, but I still use it to class! [laughs]

Then,I went to a stationary shop and saw so many anime featured files.I figured,since I will be having lots of notes for each subject,why not buy one to make my bag look more organized.So I bought a file..

A file featuring Ciel and Sebastian from Black Butler.Love the design whereby the background is dark and creepy looking but has a touch of laughter as well from all the mini characters.I always smile looking at Ciel and Sebastian on my file!Especially their expressions [smiles]

At that time,I didn't know how many subjects I will get this semester.So,to be safe,I only bought one.Now,I realized that I have three subjects this semester.I guess I'll buy another two files during the coming Chinese New Year holidays [laughs]

Wu Chun @ Mont Blanc Event

2012-01-13T14:38:00.007+08:00

Wu Chun attended the Mont Blanc event yesterday afternoon in Beijing.Here are the images from yesterday's event.

All images are taken from Weibo

I love all the images! <3

Here is a video clip from yesterday's event:

A whole new cycle

2012-01-10T19:04:00.002+08:00

A new semester has just begun for me.This means,the start of a whole new cycle again. How am I feeling now? Kinda have a mix feeling as I am feeling excited to learn new things and at the same time sad that I have to be away from home.

It is the year 2012 where it is said to be the year where the world ends.Well,at least that may only occur end of this year.So if it really does happens,there are still so many days for the end to come.So I guess it is time for all of us to spend our days wisely.That was one of my plans for this year.To make sure I can do that,I will have to refer to my new timetable for this semester.Since the subjects I am taking for this semester has more credit hours than my previous semester,I was expecting for a very hectic timetable.

I have just only received my timetable and wow, it was not as what I have expected. I thought that I would have a busy semester but my timetable is almost the same as my previous one,hectic on some days and free as a bird on certain other days.I am mainly busy on certain days because of the 3 hour lab classes.Other than that,I am happy with it.Looking at my timetable did make me feel motivated to start studying from now itself.I always feel that way in the beginning of the semester.Hopefully,my burning motivation will remain this way all throughout this semester!

Yeah,I wanna have that sort of flames and motivation,like what this Pikachu has. [evil laugh] Motivation and trust are two important factors when studying.You need to trust yourself that you can do it and from there,you will be motivated to overcome your weakness.

So I started of by getting my online notes for this new subjects.To my surprise,one of my lecturer uploaded quite a number of things online! She has uploaded 4 chapters of notes,one assignment and two group project works already! The first class hasn't even started and it is just the first week!She even mentioned that she wants to have an extra class tomorrow!Like wow,first week itself and there's an extra class? To my friend,Haz ,looks like I have found someone who is more efficient than I am.

But I am happy that she placed the extra class tomorrow rather than later on as this week is the week where we are all free with not much work to do.Uploading all the work allows me to be much more prepared and have an idea on how to answer them.In order to answer them,I will have to go for lectures first! [laughs]

My mind is just thinking about the coming Chinese New Year.I can't wait for the holidays. I never realize that I have been typing so much for this post! [laughs]

2012

2012-01-01T16:33:00.002+08:00

It is 2012 already!How fast time fast.Today is the only day where the day,month and year changes on your watch!How fascinating right?[laughs] I did two graphic designs for this special day! Have a great day and year ahead!

Accomplishments

2011-12-31T12:31:00.004+08:00

Notice something different today? I am sure you'd notice a major change in my blog layout! [laughs] As the New Year is approaching,I plan to have a fresh start or a fresh new layout for my blog.This is to welcome 2012 [which is also said to be the end of the world but am ignoring that fact as that would only occur in December,no?,well if it really happens]

This layout tells you of my current obsession.Yes,it is Vocaloid! I am a huge fan of Kaito from Vocaloid.[smiles] Therefore,I did a layout on Kaito. Note that both the characters are the same. Don't they look adorable? hehe~

What have I achieved this year?

1.Have made tons of friends in my new environment.

2.Have became more independent as I am living far from my family for studies.

3.Have gotten an honourarium from my high school which brings back great memories of my schooling years.

4.Have improved a lot in my drawing skills as I managed to draw even more complicated anime characters such as this one.Not only have I improved in drawing anime characters,I have improved in drawing scientifically as well.

5.Have gone through many obstacles where I never thought I could accomplish it.

6.Have became even more braver in facing insects.Don't believe me?My proves are here and here.

7.Have learnt that the future can't be predicted.Sometimes,things don't go as what we have expected.I just experienced a similar one recently and am still shocked when I was looking at my results.Guess,all my hard work has paid of and I am proud of myself^^

8.This is the year where I am addicted to SID [Japan] especially Mao.

9.Have even bake a cake for the first time.Something that I am proud of besides making instant noodles and using the microwave. ^.^v

10.Have bought an anime figurine, Mio from K-On!.Not a great achievement to be included here but I always made it a point to buy at least one anime figurine to be in my collection,though I didn't get to buy Ritsu as she was sold out [cries]

11.Have learnt that they are people who cared for me and that I am never alone.

12.Realized the importance of friends in our life.

13.Have been awake till 12 midnight just to blog/post status on Facebook/Weibo to wish Happy Birthday Wu Chun.Even created a simply image for his birthday.This shows my fangirl side [laughs] I did all this even though he is not even in my friend list but I did it anyway [laughs]

14.Have managed to get lots of views on a single blog post.Guess,celebrity news really has the ability to make a blog famous!

15.Have gotten a new hair style recently [as the last I cut my hair was in January][laughs]

Is this a lot? I know some are not achievements but to me it is![laughs] I hope to be able to achieve more in 2012 and that next year would be a better year!

Merry Christmas 2011 !!

2011-12-24T21:32:00.003+08:00

A graphic design featuring Vocaloids Meiko and Kaito
The characters image were taken from Zerochan.

Have an enjoyable week with friends and family ya!

Hang on there!

2011-12-23T10:21:00.005+08:00

Rin was walking in a forest on a dark night without knowing where the path leads. Equipped with only a knife in her hand,she walked, cutting of branches which blocks her way.She continues walking when suddenly,she falls into a pit.

But wait! The story hasn't end yet.

She manages to cling to a branch.She drop her knife when she grab the branch.Looking fear as she sees what lies below.It looked dark and cold.

Eventhough she lost her knife,

Eventhough she can't see anything in her dark surroundings,

She still clings on that branch with her heart filled with hope.

What Rin is going through is very similar with what I am going through now.Just that I am not clinging on to a branch,of course.My heart now is also filled with hope. Hope that I could get through all the troubles that comes my way. Unfortunately,I too,have no knives to 'cut' all my worries that block my way.

All I can say to myself is 'Hang on to that branch!' Miracle do happen and who knows,maybe Santa will grant my wishes since Christmas is just around the corner.

What happens next to Rin? Will she survive the dark night or not?

Well,that will have to depend on what happens to me first!

Hang on there Rin!
Let's face it together!

[Note that this is just a story created using my own imagination to relate to my current thoughts! (laughs)]

Hibernation Mode ON

2011-12-08T12:05:00.004+08:00

It is the final exam season now in my place.This time's exam schedule is a bit different from all my previous semesters as this time,I have two major papers falling on the same day.

Yup,one in the morning and one in the evening.After that,I have another paper the next morning.Wow,that really sounds stressful,right? I don't know why they plan the schedule like that but I think I'll be able to handle the stress well.

So that is why I bought loads of food stuffs so that I need not go out often and spend more time indoors reading.Well,that may sound ridiculous and you may be saying that I do need some time to relax..Since my countdown to freedom is coming really soon as well,I don't mind suffering for these few days and enjoy my holidays to the max!

Yes,hibernation is now switched ON !

Good luck in your studies/exams/tests/quiz/assignment ya!

Change

2011-12-03T19:31:00.007+08:00

Today is the premier of K-On! the movie.I guess it is only available in Japan for now.I'll wait to watch it! This means that it is 3rd December already! 28 days more for 1 January 2012,no?

Looks like I am counting down the days already! 28 is my birth date,what a coincidence! [laughs] Counting as I am excited to know what lies ahead! I guess the first thing I do is to read up on my horoscope for the new year [laughs]

Ya, I do take note of my horoscope but I do not strongly believe it though. Matters like lucky color of the week,lucky day of the week, I would definitely believe them 100% percent! Especially when it is the exam week, you can sometimes see me wearing the same color of shirt everyday! Note that I don't wear the same shirt, just same color but different shirts! [laughs]
Today is a special day for me^^

Note this day.

A day of change.

A day where I did something new.

Yes, I have finally changed something

that has remained the same for so long

What have I done?

What possible dramatic change could I have done?

I have changed my desktop wallpaper!

Okay,I know that was a little over reacting but wait,

don't get angry just yet.

I have a reason for this.

This time's wallpaper is different from my past wallpapers that I have placed as for the first time,I am not placing an anime character as my wallpaper.

See,I told there was a huge change.[laughs] So who did I place as my wallpaper?

Check out below!

Isn't the picture beautiful?! It is an image of Wu Chun ^^ The moment I saw this image.I immediately made it my wallpaper, without thinking twice!! And my current Rainmeter goes very well with the colors on my wallpaper too [smiles]

Wu Chun seems to be giving me that dont-be-online-you-should-study-now kind of look! [laughs] Well,that is true as he doesn't look like he is smiling. Wonder what my mum would think once she sees my desktop...

When I read back this entry,I can't help thinking how random this blog post is! From the new year to horoscopes to lucky days to shirts to wallpapers and finally to Wu Chun.

It definitely has no connection at all! [laughs] Epic randomness!

My heart..

2011-12-01T14:26:00.003+08:00

Finally 1st December arrives.Just another 30 days to go before the New Year,eh? I had just finished a test this morning.

We had a practice test last Tuesday which supposedly would help us prepare for today's test.That practice test had really easy questions which made me gain confidence for the real test.

So,I spent my morning sitting for my test. Yup,early in the morning at 8 o'clock morning. Some of you may still be sleeping while I was cracking my brain answering those dreadful questions. Yeah,they were dreadful and it was of a completely different level from the practice test given.
That was my expression when I first looked at the paper this morning. Worst still was the weightage of marks given for each question which was 10 MARKS per question!

It is either you know or you don't know..
It is either you get it right or wrong..
It is either you lose or gain 10 marks..
It is either you score high or low marks..
Really a huge impact on my test results right? Yes,it was rather hard for me to even submit my paper as I was still not so confident with my answers as to would I get the 10 marks full for each questions or not.I felt like not even handing in my paper! [laughs] I was starting to calculate my marks that time too. haha! After the test,all of us were still looking shocked of the kind of questions given. [laughs]

We can never know what would happen in the future. Let's hope that my lecturer will be in a generous mood when marking them. Might as well enjoy now before I get that paper back!

Just don't know how to enjoy when my heart is still troubled by this matter..

Hope you guys had a better day than mine! Oh,do you know that next year is the year of the Dragon? Awesome!

Impatient

2011-11-26T22:12:00.005+08:00

I am waiting impatiently for tomorrow.

And my current emoticon?

Excited!!

As my parents will be visiting me tomorrow.

I am just too excited that I am not in a mood to study nor sleep!

My test is coming up next week and I just don't feel like studying.

It has been a long time since they last saw me.

My mind is just thinking about tomorrow where my parents will bring me out of campus. [laughs]

But I won't be going back to my hometown though

Just that I am happy to be able to relax my mind tomorrow. [nods] ^^

But after that,I must be serious in studying for my test!

I guess I will be busy looking at my books next week...

An Uninvited Guest..

2011-11-23T22:39:00.005+08:00

Before reading my post,I should warning you that this post contains insect abuse so if you have a weak heart or you are an insect lover,please do not read this post ya.There,I have warned you. [laughs]

It all started like this...

I was browsing through the internet trying to complete my assignment when suddenly,I felt something on my foot.I thought it was just my chair's plastic so I moved my foot around.Shockingly,I still feel 'it'.I looked at my foot while having a bad feeling and GGAARRH!!!!!!!!!!!!! there is this huge insect flying around my foot!!

I am not afraid of those normal insects but the ones I encounter here in my current place has all these huge sized insects compared to the ones in my hometown!

The moment I saw it,I straight ran away from it and grab my insect repellent (Ridsect) in my cupboard and sprayed at it.It was flying around so this made my whole room having the Ridsect smell. Then I began thinking,

was it a bee?

It did fly around my foot.Did it sting me?

and again,was it a bee??

I saw it fall on the ground and it was still moving.So,I threw my pencil box at it,knowing that it would definitely die with such heavy load on it.But it..it survived! It moved even vigorously so,without thinking,I threw my thick textbook on it and there it is..

Is it a bee?It has a orange-ish body though..

It took me quite some time to have the courage to get rid of it though.[laughs] Eventually,I got it out of my room and my door is shut.I begin to wonder,how it entered my room?That insect was huge!It can't go through my window...The holes were way too small for it.Hmm..

Then only I started to care for my foot.

My healthy foot XDD

I don't feel anything like pain or numb feel,so,this means that..I'm okay! [laughs]

As you can see,I only place credits to my second picture and not that..that insect.After publishing this post,that image will not be in my desktop.It will be in my recycle bin and I will empty my recycle bin.Never will I see that image in my laptop again. [evil laugh]

So here is an advice..

To all large insects,

Please do not attempt to enter my room or else you will have a gruesome death.

Thank you for your kind cooperation.

Talking as if those insects would even read my blog..[laughs]

Words..

2011-11-20T16:07:00.004+08:00

It is raining heavily in my current surroundings now.Not much difference to me as this place has been raining everyday..Ah,my weekends so far was spent doing assignments and it is not finished yet though.I still have 3 more to go...

I am currently doing an assignment with the title Workplace Diversity.I will need to write around 2500 words on this topic.When I first saw the title,I thought,"This is an easy one.There are so many points to talk about in this topic!". I said that happily while thinking that I might even have more than the required amount of words.

So, I started doing the assignment.Actually,I started a long time ago.More on just finding for some points and articles. I have done it but I only have 1850 words!! I was shocked as I felt as if I have written like more than 3000 words!

I still need more words so I did try lengthening my existing points and now it is standing at 1970 words.Great,now I still need more words..

*sigh* I never knew that getting 2500 words is that difficult.I guess it depends on the topic you get as well.I am still in the lengthening process.I hope to at least reach 2200 words..Actually,my essay including the reference page comes about 2210 words already.Wonder if should I stop...

Attack!!!

2011-11-18T18:48:00.004+08:00

It is now reaching towards the end of weekdays.I am happy that the end is reaching but I was unhappy as I was jotting do my 'to do' list for the weekends.

My weekends are gone! I will spending all day completing all of it as the due date for all of it falls next week.I can't afford to include the word 'play' in my list too.I guess I might even sleep late during the weekends too.Looks like I will have a hectic weekend,no? I feel like crying looking at my list now..

No,I shouldn't cry.Yes,I should attack all those workload! Get rid of them one by one till the end of battle! And I should never be discourage or less I'll lose! Looks like I am self motivating myself again.Yes,I know,I should stop typing and get started with my work now..Let the battle begins...Attack!!

Wu Chun's Photo shots for ALT Magazine

2011-11-13T15:10:00.006+08:00

He looks really good in all of the pictures,rite? ^.^

Don't forget to vote for him in ifensi

Click here to vote

He is currently in the 7th place!

For his whereabouts,he is currently in Beijing

to continue shooting for the movie Saving General Yang.

The shooting will end by this week ^^

The door..

2011-11-08T20:37:00.007+08:00

I was in my room sitting in front of my laptop while listening to songs when suddenly, someone was knocking at my door.It wasn't just knocks,it was loud bangs to the door!I thought my door would break anytime!

Yup that was my reaction and I immediately switched off my fan.I knew it was too late to switch off the lights as that person must have seen the lights of my room.So I went away from my door.Switching of the fan will lessen the noise in my room.This will make it as if there is no one in my room [while in fact,I was in my room the whole time]

My heart was really beating super fast just listening to the door being bang that way!Then,

I started thinking who the hell was that?!I know my friends wouldn't come banging onto my door at 8.15 p.m. as they are all tired after a long day of continuous classes.Even if it was anyone of them,they wouldn't try to break my door!

Or could that person be a gangster?

Or a thief?

A murderer?

Well,I am living on the highest floor so that is a high possibility right?

After the loud bangs,I suddenly heard a woman's voice shouting 'WAKE UP WAKE UP!" [from this,you know the image above is wrong in terms of gender..] Okay,so that means she wasn't just "knocking" on my door alone.Still,that has no effect on me as I didn't open the door the entire time. (laughs) I realized that there was no door-opening sounds from my neighbors either. Great,this means I am not alone! (laughs)

Okay,that was just too happy for the situation.Then I heard a loud machine sound and that explained who she was.They were actually in charge of spraying pesticides. ( =_=" ) They do this every month but they have never ask us to evacuate our rooms before.This is the first time they had someone to bang our doors asking us to leave.

Would it hurt for her to be more gentle with my door instead of scaring me off with such loud bangs?No one would even open the door with such bangs! And people like me would stay AWAY from the door! (laughs)

That sound is still haunting me now.I hope no one would ever bang my door again.

New Blog Layout!

2011-11-06T15:16:00.003+08:00

I finally placed a new blog layout!
What is your opinion on this layout? ^^

This is actually my first placing a layout it has a happy theme to it.

This time's layout is featuring the Kagamine twins Len and Rin.

The image above was taken from Zerochan.net as placed in the credits section.

But the overall layout was done by me^^

Kagamine Len and Kagamine Rin.Looking cute together^^

Hope this new layout would sort of make my blog look more cheerful.I also realize that I am blogging lots of random stuffs all this while.Like I have always been blogging the experiments done in labs during my first year of blogging and recently I blogged about Selina's wedding.In between the years,I talked more on random stuffs so it is pretty unpredictable of me,right? ^.~

That's why my blog's theme is Epic Randomness where it goes well with the word Rhythm.
There are high notes and low notes in a music,right?Similar to that,my blog could go about the past,present and future topics.Not sticking to one sort of theme.Kinda confusing? okay,just forget whatever I said =_=

Last and not least,Happy Aidiladha!^^

S.H.E Selina's Wedding Pictures^^

2011-11-01T09:32:00.008+08:00

Selina got married on her 30th birthday yesterday [31st October 2011] For more info,click here.
All images were obtained from Weibo.

The setting

The chair Selina sat on during her wedding

Ella and Selina

S.H.E ^^

Wish her best of luck in her future undertakings and may she always be happy with her husband!=)

You can watch the wedding video below^^

Word of the month #4

2011-10-30T17:34:00.003+08:00

How fast time flies as now October is gonna end soon.Then November is just a day away,then,December is just a month away and lastly after that is a new year! Okay,that seems really fast! ^^" Nothing much to talk about me as I have just only reached my university.So,here goes the same routine again..

For this month's word of the month,the theme would be on 'Dreams".There are two types of dreams that you can talk about.Either you talk about what you dream of last night or you can talk about your goals in life.Your dreams which could represent your future. Sometimes,dreams can reveal your problems or even your fears.

There is a catch phrase on dreams which goes by "When someone appears in your dreams,it's because that person misses you".Do you agree or disagree with this sentence? In my opinion, I disagree. Why? It's because the person I dream of doesn't know me at all so how can that person miss me? ^^" I am sure many do dream about their idols so I know I am not alone on this matter! (laughs)

The last dream I had was a really scaring one where a murder occurred right in front of me.The blood and scars and the scenery.Kinda scary as I saw my own friend dying right in front of me and the people around her doesn't seem to care at all for her.No screams or yell from them too.It seemed so real but illogical at the same because of the characters that appeared in that dream.What a relieve to know that it was only a dream! (laughs) I rarely have such nightmares so I do wonder what that means.Have any ideas? ^^

Okay,back to the main topic.The catch phrase does seem like as if we could read each other's mind.If this is true,there would definitely have lesser love problems around,no? As the main problem faced by most couples is the lack of communication.If only they could read each other's mind,sometimes that could solve or create even more problems in this world.I personally feel that this would create even more problems as the mind is where all our honest opinions comes from. ^^ This means we would need to control what we thinking too O_O

Happy Diwali!

2011-10-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

Wishing all Indians Happy Deepavali in advance!
Since I am an Indian,so I will be busy during this festive season

spending time with my family =)

Will be back..maybe..this Sunday ^.^

Happy Birthday Wu Chun!

2011-10-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

It is 12 midnight already which is the start of 10 October 2011.What is the significance of this day?Well,by looking at the title of this post,I'm sure you can tell the answer,no? (laughs)

The things a fangirl does for her idol (laughs) I have an 8 o'clock class in the morning tomorrow and I am making sure to be awake till now,yes,now, to celebrate the beginning of his birthday.Celebrating although he doesn't even know me =_="

Oh well,this shows my support for him,right?Till the extend of being awake in the midnight and dedicating a blog post on him too.Yeah,I know,it is a bit too much.But that is not all that I did.

Even though my laptop had been reformatted and I lost all my photoshop programmes,I still manage to create an image speacially for this day! Shockingly,I like this image very much, although I lack a lot of photoshop functions that my previous laptop had.I am slowly trying to update my laptop on it,when I have the time..

Wu Chun is currently busy filming for his two upcoming movies which are 'Saving General Yang' and 'Magic To Win'.His latest drama Sunny Girl is now on air in Singapore and his latest movie Da Wu Sheng [My Kingdom] has been released recently.

Sunny Girl (starring Wu Chun and Rainie Yang) is said to be an addictive drama so it would be best to watch during school holidays or semester breaks! Da Wu Sheng has good ratings so far and it is a heart warming story about two brothers (acted by Han Geng and Wu Chun) .Do support him ya!

Lastly,Happy Birthday Wu Chun! Have a great day and smile always!

Again,the things a fangirl does for her idol..

Delicious Desserts Part 2

2011-10-01T19:51:00.006+08:00

My current condition?Well,with constantly changing weather here in my surrounding,I have finally gotten sick.
First,I had a terrible sore throat last Friday.Luckily,I drank water and took my medication so my throat was getting better by the day.The next day (today),my throat is now completely normally,but I am having flu!Now I am drinking even more water and taking my medication on time so that I won't get cough tomorrow!

It is always a trend when I'm sick that I will firstly,get sore throat.Second day,get flu and third day,I'll be coughing.Then I'll be hoping so hard that the bacteria would just get out of me! (laughs)

Being sick doesn't give you much choices of food to eat.You can eat food which are too oily nor spicy.Or sometimes,you lose your sense of taste and nothing seems tasty for you when you eat.It is during this time that water doesn't taste the same as usual.Although,I do know that water doesn't have any taste,somehow,I do kinda get a weird taste of it when I'm sick. (screams in heart)

Looking at all these desserts makes me hungry.It's bright and colorful appearance would surely make anyone feel hungry too,right? (laughs)
It does make me feel better,just for a few minutes though. (laughs)

No more images already?Ahh,now I am sick again T.T

Creative Cups

2011-09-23T09:47:00.007+08:00

Or maybe shall I say creative mugs? (laughs) I found these images on my Weibo page and thought of sharing it here.Which cup (or mug) do you like?

Creepy SMS

2011-09-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

Since I reached home last Thursday,I had off my handphone as I do not want to entertain anyone when I'm home.So,I spent three days after that without even looking at my phone (guilty)

I started looking at my phone this morning and there were no miss calls.Well,that is not a surprise as I normally don't get any calls during the holidays.

But I received an SMS dated last Thursday..

This SMS was sent to me last Thursday night at 11.30 p.m. (shocked O.O ) That is my sleeping time already!What a creepy message to be read during such time.Isn't that scary? Well,I wasn't so scared when I read it as I read it this morning.I was wondering who sent me that message as it came as an unknown number..

The first thing that comes to mind after reading it was,
Who sent me that message?
Is it a girl or a boy?
Do I know him/her?
What does s/he want?
What does s/he want to talk to me about?

So many questions with no answers so far.Oh well,it could have been a wrong number.Most of my friends know how early I sleep so they will SMS me earlier and not at 11.30 p.m.! (laughs)But then again,that message does seem dangerous...

Okay,enough about that.Have you watched the anime 07-Ghost? (laughs *quick change in topic!*) I have just only created a poll and would like to know who is your favorite character in this anime^^ So vote now for your character! I am still wondering who SMS-ed me that message..(thinks)

Delicious Desserts

2011-09-10T09:05:00.007+08:00

Did you noticed something?Something really different with the blog?Yes,StillDestiny now has a new layout featuring Uchiha Sasuke from Naruto.I love this layout a lot because it has a better navigation bar than my previous one.

To celebrate StillDestiny's new look,I'll place some delicious looking desserts I found on my Weibo page.It really looks yummy! (laughs)

What was my reaction looking at all those images?

...

So,out of all of the desserts above,which is your favourite? :3

word of the month #3

2011-09-08T17:25:00.003+08:00

My new semester has been going on smooth and steady so far.I hope it will remain this way.Yes,a calm and peaceful semester.That is all I want.Where there is less stress and workload.I doubt that.I have 4 subjects this semester so that would only be like a dream for me.(laughs) It is September already?!Time passes by really fast these days.It does feels a little scary though (laughs)

So,it is that time again.The word of the month.This is my third entry on this challenge. (smile)For recaps,here is my 1st and 2nd.What is this month's word of the month?

The word is 'student'.

Hmm,student.I guess I can write about my life here in my university.So,this means it is the right time to complain now too,right? (laughs) Life in university has a lot more freedom as you are completely on your own.It is up to you to decide when to everything or in short,time management.Maybe now I can talk about some of my classes' environment in this post.It is considered as the place where I spend a a few months of my life as a student too,right? (laughs)

Being a hardcore fan of anime and SID [Japanese music band],I have always been super excited whenever entering for my Japanese class.As I am expected to know to read,write and speak Japanese by the end of this semester,I start to have that high level of motivation in me to know everything my lecturer teaches by hard. (laughs) That high level of motivation has lead me to sit right in front in class,the first row!Really close to the teacher's table! But my lecturer always seem to choose me,yes me,out of 42 students in that class,I am the 'lucky' one,who is always chosen to answer questions. (cries) This makes my neighbors feel save sitting beside me as they know that I will always be the chosen one.Being the "chosen one",that sounds like one epic sentence there,huh?No,it is not epic at all in this case. (sobs) I have to always be alert in that class as questions can be aimed at me anytime! Hah,but don't worry,I can answer almost all the questions (using some of my knowledge of watching too much of anime) The class is very lively and exciting as there is lots of jokes and laughter when learning Japanese,especially the pronunciation!

Today,I went all the way to my class just to find out about that dreadful sentence,"The class is cancelled".This is not the first time this class has been cancelled.It is actually the second time! (laughs) My lecturer should have informed us before class about this as some students even drove all the way to university just for this one class.I know I should be happy that class was cancelled but I wouldn't be happy to have replacement classes for it. (sigh) Not forgetting that I walked all the way to my classroom for nothing (grins)Maybe I should take it positively..hmm..at least I did exercise today.Good one,right?I still am thinking negatively on this as I hate my classes being replace during my free time!I really love being free all day! (laughs) This lecturer makes our class a fun one all the time so I was eager to attend that class.Why did that class cancelled? (cries)

Assignments and lab reports are now piling on my table.Well,at least my lecturers were kind enough to give us more time on completing them (smile)Now most of my assignments are gonna due in a month's time.That is good of them,no? (smile) At least they don't give out work at the very last minute and demands to submit it the very next day.That would be a very tense moment for all students,right? I guess every students hates assignments.Which would you hate more,exams or assignments?In that case I would hate exams more as it depends more on whatever you have learned.You can never refer during exams.At least assignments allows you to discuss or even find answers online.So,assignments,I love you! (laughs)

Imagine having this man as your lecturer.

It would be a scary environment where all students will be studying in fear.No students would ever dare to sleep in his class again.Don't worry,I am not like that sleeping guy. (laughs) I don't sleep in class as I am always sitting in front in class.I wouldn't dare to do that in front of my lecturer! Well,I do sometimes day dream,though... (so honest of me =_=" )

Suitable Character?

2011-09-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

I am sure everyone has this dual personality whereby you have a different personality when you are in your home and in school.Of course you would have to change your ways of treating people in the outside world as there are many strangers out there,no?The sad part is every person has their own character and so not everyone could get along well with us.

Ever remembered what sort of person were you when you were in school?Are you a joker or studious or jolly or scary or fierce or weird or fun or emo or melancholy or energetic person?I am sure there are more terms that could describe a person but these are just the basics or terms that I could think of (laughs)

What sort of person am I in class?

I have been studying for so long and I now only got the answer for this question. (laughs) I am the type who loves to laugh with my friends and also...secretly snap pictures of my friends. (shhhuuu) I feel that these memories are important and should be remembered,especially the time spent with friends.At least those images I took contains some funny memories that I can laugh at when I am older,no? (nods^^)

What character would I be in the anime world?

After looking for so many suitable candidates...

I have finally found one character...

with similar characteristic as I am...

France from Hetalia...

Well,the description matches me very well...

Festival

2011-08-29T20:46:00.004+08:00

There are so many festivals to celebrate during this one week!Not to mention that I am happy to have holidays during this week too,although I had just only started my classes last week.I'll treat this week as a week where I digest all the new inform I had learnt last week and at the same to enjoy my holidays!

Selamat Hari Raya to all blog viewers!I never had the chance to fast this month as my timetable this time is kinda messy.I have classes at awkward timings so I skip that idea (cries) Oh well,I could always try again,maybe during my next holidays (nods head)

Happy Independence Day in advance to all Malaysians!The theme for this year's 54th Independence Day is 1Malaysia : Transformasi Berjaya,Rakyat Sejahtera.

Next is,Happy Holidays to everyone!I'm sure everyone has holidays during these festivals,no? (laughs) Make good use of your time and spend it with loved ones =)

word of the month #2

2011-08-22T13:43:00.005+08:00

Just a short update on myself.I have just only enrolled myself for the new semester in my university this morning.I now have 4 subjects for this semester and I got Japanese as my foreign language subject (cheers^^).I am looking forward for that class.

This is my second entry on the 'word of the month' challenge.Last month's word was 'Test'.Well,mainly because I just finished my final exam last month.(laughs).So what is the word of this month?

The word for this month is 'Handphone'

I don't think many people these days uses telephone as their main way of communication.Are you a person who prefers to call or SMS?Well,kinda useless asking this question as this question is directed back to me again (laughs)

I am more of a SMS user.Why? I feel that I have more time to rephrase or think of what I want to write.I am not very good at coming up with words instantly.I am a person who thinks before talking so I do reply a bit slower when you talk to me. (laughs) Hey,I was just afraid of offending anyone.So,this is a good practice,no?

Besides,we can never know if we are calling them at the right time?What if the person you're calling is busy?Or is in a meeting?Calls would normally have a long ringtone so it would be a disturbance if it rings during times where silence is golden!That person may be cursing me for calling at such time (laughs) I do think so much right? Well,I was just being considerate and thoughtful of my friends.Another good practice,right? (nods head^^)

Receiving calls is always a surprise as you would be anxious to know what the call is about.Phone calls are able to change one's mood drastically.You were having a bad day when suddenly,you received a phone call which informs you of a happy or good news.That would really put you into a good mood,right?But not all calls can make you happy.

Some calls are able to make you sad,worried, frighten or cry continuously as well,especially if it concerns about loved ones' health.These sort of news could really change your life or even your future!I don't want this post to be a sad one so I won't go on over this part ya! (laughs)

I do realize that to receive a reply for people through SMS is much slower than calling someone.People who are slow in typing or did not realize of your message are really gonna waste your time.Sometimes,you do need an urgent reply on certain matters so calling that person would be the best way.But what if...that person does not pick up the phone?

Mobile Seed Destiny

2011-08-18T12:14:00.005+08:00

This time is all about Mobile Seed Destiny figurines.I don't know why I bought since I never even watch this anime before.(laughs) I bought it as I like the characters,although there is more pink in this set.I initially wondered,why is there 3 pink haired characters in this set?Then I realized that they were actually of different characters with similar physical features.(laughs)
There are actually two ways of displaying the figurine below:

The next character is one of my favorite in this set.Looking cool and stylish below is Lunamaria Hawke.

The below two figurines are of individual figurines [the same character],Meer Campbell

There are two ways of displaying the following figurine,Meyrin Hawke :

That's all for now.I think the pictures itself will make this post a long one,huh?(laughs)Now one last picture to end this post^^

Currently

2011-08-13T09:08:00.003+08:00

I am currently watching Sunshine Angel or known as Sunny Girl starring Wu Chun and Rainie Yang.I have just watched episode 1 of the drama and wow,I am addicted to the drama already. (laughs) I am currently still playing Ameba Pico on Facebook.Guess,I really have no other work to do,ne?I am determined to decorate my 'room' with more expensive materials and that is what keeping me excited with the game.

My holidays are coming to an end soon.Can't believe time really passes by fast when you are having fun.I must say that I had lots of fun although I spent most of the time in front of the laptop and going out.So,I feel that I am ready to face the next semester.I wish I could know what my subjects are,that would make me even more prepared. (laughs)

Actually the timing for my new semester is..well.. ridiculous.My first week of class is just before the Raya holidays.This means that I am going back to my university just for one week and then the next week is the Raya holidays.Wouldn't it be better if they start the classes after the holidays? (sigh)

I will now add in two more of my anime figurine models.Well,I don't know the both of them but I just both them as they look adorable.

The girl below is my first anime figurine that I bought.So,she is actually the oldest doll in my collection.Still looking good,right?
I actually got her from those machines where you coins and a ball (with a anime figurine) pops out of it.I wanted some other characters but I got her instead.Included her here as she is still one of my collection.

Cleaning time!

2011-08-10T13:20:00.007+08:00

Now when was the last time I cleaned my anime figurines?Well,come to think of it,I have never cleaned them before.That is bad of me (cries) No wonder I saw so much dust in my display cupboard.That is when I have decided to clean not only the display but also to 'wash' each of my figurines as well!

I felt that it has been a long time since I last hold a camera so I decided to snap tons of pictures using all my figurines as models (laughs) It was hard work as I have so many figurines with me and I had this crazy idea of snapping pictures of each of my figurines individually.Crazy?Well,at least this is what what mum thinks. (laughs) I was kinda bored so to be able to come up with this idea has made me feel so happy that I would be busy.

So,who will be my first victim?I'll upload pictures group by group ya!Today,the first group who will be featured in my page is the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.^^

Forgive me as there are some characters where I am not fimiliar with their names but I do know that they came as a set when I first bought them.

My first model is,of course,the star herself,Haruhi Suzumiya.Yeay,thanks Haruhi for taking the time to be my model despite your hectic schedule.

My second model is Yuki Nagato.She looks very classy in that attire with a laptop on her lap.Sorry for disturbing you ya Yuki! ^^
My next model is Mikuru Asahina.Doesn't she look cute? :3 There is another way of displaying her but that involves the removal of her skirt!(laughs)She has been bullied so much by Haruhi that I don't want to torture her =)
For the next model,I..err..am not fimiliar with her so I do not know her name.Really sorry about that ya unknown girl (laughs) She looks very prepared during my photo shoot (smiles)
I know that my next model is Kyon's younger sister but am not aware of her name too.Really sorry ya!She looks really cute with her school bag! I guess that blue case at the side of her bag is the flute? wow,even I played the flute during my schooling years too! (laughs)
Now lets welcome the whole group again for a group picture!Thank you for being my models!So which one is your favourite model? :3

I bought these dolls as I have watched the whole season 1 of Haruhi Suzumiya and loved the characters.Especially Yuki and Mikuru.I was actually finding for figurines of Kyon and Koizumi but they were not available at that time. (sigh) I do want to have a figurine of Koizumi,though. But I am happy that I managed to find this set as they look adorable!^^

The Black Butler

2011-08-09T10:12:00.010+08:00

Finally,yes,finally,I am updating my blog.Sorry about my disappearance on my blog as I was busy doing my blog layout and playing tons of games.I am currently having my holidays and that is why I plan to change my blog layout as well.When was the last time I changed the layout? (laughs) This time's layout is featuring (well,it is written on the layout) characters from Kuroshitsuji which are Ciel and Sebastian.Why do I always end up choosing layouts which have dark colours? (laughs)But,do you like my new layout?

I am currently playing a NDS game on my laptop which Digimon World DS.It is good game as it allows players to control more of the environment and Digimons evolution and progress.Other than that,I am still playing the Ameba Pico [PIGG] on Facebook too.I have been playing this game for a long time and I recently only had the guts to try out the casino mini games.(laughs) I found that there are many beautiful gifts there in the casino world so I guess I will be playing there for these few days.

2 weeks more for my holidays to end (cries) Feeling lazy mainly because next semester is a long semester and I have no idea what subjects awaits me.Since I don't know my subjects,I can't prepare myself earlier for the next semester.I do miss my friends, but not too much since I can still catch up with them on Facebook.Most of my friends are going away from my hometown and some are going overseas too.Wow!I hope they will be able to adapt with their new environment as soon as they reach their destination (smile)

I plan to clean up my anime dolls display since I can see dust piling in there.Maybe I'll do a bit of photo shooting using my dolls as my models.I can't buy anymore new dolls as there is no place in there anymore.Maybe I can try to squeeze in some dolls after cleaning up the display..

..:: It's coming ::..

2011-07-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

Note:Just a short and random post of my current happenings ya!

It's coming..

My final exam is coming..

so soon..

Along with my freedom..

Yes..

I will be going home right after my exam..

Yes..

Right after my exam finished tomorrow afternoon..

I should be studying now..

but I am just too excited thinking about my freedom..

What am I gonna do during my holidays..

That's all for now..

The end.

..:: Caution to all Facebook users ::..

2011-07-21T13:00:00.004+08:00

Be very careful as there is another Facebook virus lurking around.This time,it involves your message inbox.

If there are someone send you 'hi, how are u?'
After you replied,that person would ask you 'wanna laugh'
Last they will send you a video link, if you clicked the link and your laptop will be infected with the virus.
Please do spread this news to all your Facebook buddies so that they won't be the next victim.

Strangely,after two hours I posted this message on Facebook,I received a message from a friend of mine saying

'hi,how are you?'

I thought maybe my friend was teasing me and I replied,

"waaaa~

You're scaring me that sentence!

I'm fine."

Right after I click 'send',I immediately got a reply from her saying,

"haha.wanna laugh"

O.O I immediately deleted her message.My laptop already has problems with the Windows and I will have to reformat my laptop as soon as I return to my hometown next week.Virus is definitely something I would seriously try avoiding! (laughs)

No,I never want this to happen!

..:: Soon ::..

2011-07-20T03:46:00.002+08:00

It is 3.55 a.m. now

and I can't sleep

It is not that I force myself to wake up

but I don't feel like sleeping.

This is weird coming from me,

considering that I usually sleep so early.

Oh well,maybe I'll be able to sleep soon.

In the mean time,maybe I'll watch some videos on Youtube.

That's it.It is just a random post coming from me in the middle of the night.

..:: Friends ::..

2011-07-18T20:14:00.005+08:00

Being alone or being with friends.It all depends on how close you are with the people around.There are times where you would feel lonely in a crowded classroom.It is not that you are not friendly,maybe you don't 'belong' in their group.I have had experience on this before.Whereby I had lack of friends in a huge classroom.

It is okay to have less friends.At least you have somebody who you could trust or rely on in the class.Well,I do feel it is important to have at least one friend in a class. (laughs) I thought I could live in a classroom without on my own.Without the help of anyone.

Then,I realize,I do need someone when it comes to group work and assignments.It is not that I wasn't close with anybody,it was just that I couldn't find a friend whom I could be talkative with.I do acknowledge all my classmates,so I didn't have any problems entering any groups during group work projects.(laughs)

You would get bored during class breaks if you had no one to talk too,ne? It is during that time where your handphone would be very useful.I would have tons of games in my handphone to be played only during class breaks.(laughs)

It is still better to have friends than to be alone.More people equals to more happiness,right? It would be a plus point if you can get friends who have similar interest with you.That way you could have something to start chatting about.

Friends are important as you could voice out your feelings,emotions and opinions to them.They are sometimes the perfect person to give you solutions to your problems as well.They would also bring you out of your comfort zone or sometimes even drag you out of your room. (laughs)

Well yes,I have been dragged out of my room to hang out somewhere by my friends.It really was a funny situation now when I come to think about it.

A friend is indeed someone who is able to see the pain in you even when you are putting up a fake smile with everyone else.

..:: Regret ::..

2011-07-17T17:59:00.004+08:00

The best preparation for tomorrow is by doing your best today.Not many actually take these words seriously.I have been reading many comments on Facebook page which expresses more on regrets lately.I don't think I could even help them.I guess only time could heal vanish off their sadness.

Regrets is equivalent to being sad whereby regrets is more of sadness caused by one's own action.Therefore,it makes you feel bad or could even lower down your confidence level as well.Food also somewhat is a cure for this 'disease'.Try eating anything sweet or anything that you would enjoy eating.At least food could make you forget on those sad memories even if it is just temporarily.

So, it is best to start preparing earlier.Most importantly is that you must never give up!You can motivate yourself or give yourself a treat once you have completed a difficult task.This is done so that you would be even eager to complete the task with any ways possible.Kinda true,right?

Never feel regret about life as no matter how hopeless a situation can be,there are always chances that can be snatched.It all depends on how determined you are to catch it.

..:: Darkness ::..

2011-07-16T22:57:00.004+08:00

The sky now is so dark..with no stars at all..strange to see that I can't even see the moon..This also tells me that everyone has gone back to their hometown..as I don't see any room lights on..or maybe..they are asleep..it is 11 o'clock night already..yeah,they could be asleep..but..I didn't see much people during the day..does this means..all my friends are at home now?..I don't feel lonely..as my laptop and books are here with me.. my block seems..quiet..too quiet..maybe..my neighbors went home too?..their existence doesn't make any difference to me..I don't even know who is living next to me..It is not my fault..They don't seem to get out of their room that often..don't even know if there is anybody living in there or not..have never tried being friendly enough to knock their doors..I,too, would stay indoors more often..hibernation mode is now activated..not to sleep or conserve energy..but to stay in the room more often and read my books..to look at all those scientific terms..as the study week has begin..but the reading mood is not present in me..maybe I'll just read a bit and be listening to songs..now back to the sky..I can't see anything through my window..even the campus lights have been turned off..pure darkness..but..don't worry..I am not afraid of it..just felt that darkness symbolizes sadness and fear..which made me to listen to sad songs now..that it is affecting..the way I am typing this post,ne?..I should..really go to sleep now..11.19 p.m. already..this is way pass my bed time..wait..what should I name this post as?..What have I been writing about?..I guess I will name this post..Darkness..since the sky is..dark

..:: Time ::..

2011-07-15T10:40:00.008+08:00

The sound of cars passing by my block is very frequent these days.Well,I guess many are going home during their study week.I won't be going home next week.I figured it would be better to go home after my exams.I don't think I will study when I'm home.My time will come soon.Yes,that day will come will soon!I will be going home right after my exam! (laughs)

That is so fast,right?Then I will be having a long holiday.Yes,maybe I will spend most of my days in front of my laptop and eating yummy food.(laughs) Sounds like a very dull schedule,right?Well,I will be watching some anime series and hang out at some shopping centers too.So,it won't be a boring holiday for me.

The study has already begin.I can't believe this semester is ending so soon.I am beginning to like short semesters that long semester.Although it is much more hectic,you at least get to finish off those subjects faster.What is my current mood towards my books?

(laughs) Don't worry!I will be studying soon but not today.Let today be my resting day ya!Feeling very lazy to read.Maybe I'll spend my day by arranging my notes according to chapters.At least I did something..

..:: Care ::..

2011-07-14T15:17:00.011+08:00

Care is another form of love,

proving that you are not alone,

that there will always be someone,

providing solutions,

no matter what happens,

they will always be by your side,

supporting every decision made,

no matter how far they are,

they would be cheering for you,

providing inspirational advice,

hoping silently that you would succeed,

treasure those people,

as they are your true friends,

a valuable gem that provides light,

to your dark and lonely dimension.

-Syun-

..:: Heart of Flames ::..

2011-07-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

The heart of flames,of course, metaphorically speaking, means strong will power.You do need that in order to be motivated in what you are doing.If you don't have it,then you won't put your heart into doing anything.

As long as you have the heart of flames,you will never give up easily on what you want to do.Even if there are people who look down on you,never give up,go on your own pace and strive your way to the top.

You don't have to be too stressful about it till you do nothing else the whole day than studying!You need some fun to,no?All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.Hmm,I still remember my proverbs.haha.Make sure that determination never fade along the way!

Now to get down to an very important question that is in your mind.Yes,your mind.Why am I talking about the 'Heart of Flames'?The answer is...I have been watching too much of Naruto..

..:: Word of the month #1 ::..

2011-07-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

The 'word of the month' challenge came from my friend yesterday,whereby you ask your friend to choose a word,any word,and write about anything you want about it.It sounded interesting to me,so I joined in too.I'll make this a once-a-month activity for me.At least I will have something to blog about every month.

The word that I got from my friend is 'Test'.

I just only had a test this morning.I had another test yesterday too.It was the today's test that I was waiting eagerly for it to end.The last test of the week..

The test is finally over.That dreadful piece of paper has cause me to have 5 hours of sleep last night.I tried to sleep but I guess my heart wasn't at peace.I have already studied everything and yet my mind was thinking about the test,just troubling my heart and lowering my confidence.Finally,I woke up at 1.30 a.m. just to have some last minute reading on certain topics.

Yes,I woke up at 1.30 a.m., when everyone else in my hostel were asleep.I was also doing the countdown as to when the test will start,how long will I be reading the same chapters over and over again.

Finally,it was 7 in the morning.My test starts at 8 but I had enough of reading and prepared to go for class.Whenever walking to class for a test or exam,I will always have these thoughts..thoughts which sounds more like I am challenging that piece of paper,asking it to ask whatever questions it wants,I will not be afraid of it,I won't read once I reach class,Wahahaha!.Well,it is just thoughts.This is what happens if you read too much and have lack of sleep.

Once I entered the class,I broke my own promise..I..started to read again till the teacher enters.That is when I kept the notes sealed in my bag.Never to be opened again till I reach my room.The test paper,which is only ONE piece of paper was distributed and I started doing.Writing non-stop.I wrote everything I know even when the question didn't ask about it.I remembered it,it was in my brain,might as well write that out too,right?I finished early and managed to be out of that scary classroom 30 minutes earlier.

Ah,the scent of freedom.The first thing I realize was that I had not taken my breakfast...

..:: Pico! ::..

2011-07-05T10:40:00.003+08:00

I am currently playing Ameba Pico Virtual World on Facebook.I guess this is the only game I play on Facebook.

The only game,I feel,which does not require me to be on Facebook to often.I can continue the game whenever I want.This type of games is good,no?It doesn't "cling" to you the whole day.This game allows you to make new friends from around the world.Kinda like a more exciting way to get friends as you get your own room too^^

Here is my room!

More towards the Japanese style,ne? Guess I having watching too much of anime! XD

This is not the end in my room decoration process.I will be buying more items for my room, just need to collect more gummies (money)..

In this game,you can also train to be either a ninja or a pirate.Well,it is up to you to join whichever group you want,it is not compulsory,though. Looking at my room and my outfit,I obviously choose to be a ninja! (laughs)

Receiving motivation from my sensei,Sasuke.

See Sasuke sensei,I am training hard!Hiding from my enemy to deliver an important letter!I always do my job seriously (proud) I have already completed all tasks.I am now just playing again those same task to gain more items to obtain my legendary ninja outfit.I still have 19 more items to go.It's okay.Just go on with my slow pace,I'm sure I will get it!haha,I am just curiuos to know how it looks like..I really hope it looks as 'legendary' as they claim!

Other than that,this game is also a place to find dates too (laughs).But I was more interested in getting gummies and playing as a ninja to be concentrating on that!haha,That is so selfish of me.But I do sometimes go to restaurants (in the game,of course) and would just sit where there is only two chairs and just wait..wait for who will sit beside me.haha..I like doing that.It gives me a suspense,a kind of feel which I like.I really do sound like I have no other work to do,right?

My test 2 is starting this Friday.I did do some reading on it from now itself.But since I only have one paper this week,that's why I am playing and studying at the same time.Reading too much does make me feel sleepy and I can't afford to sleep now as my class is about to start soon.Yes,it is starting at 12 noon till 6 p.m.. I hope I won't feel too hungry.

After this Friday's test,I will continue playing another game..a game I started playing last Friday..Angry Birds..I have to beat my brother's score.He seems to be way ahead of me!!

What a long post!I guess I should stop now and start preparing myself for class!

..:: The Sky ::..

2011-07-04T16:57:00.002+08:00

This picture was taken last Saturday..

Love the view,especially the sky..

The blue sky..

..:: Her ::..

2011-07-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

I finally bought her.Yes,she is the one I have been waiting for.

I saw her first last month in DP but I was in a hurry that time so I could not get her.But now,during my holidays,I went there again and saw her on the shelf again.She does cost a lot but since I really wanted her,I finally..finally bought her without thinking twice.

Oh ya,you guys must be thinking who am I talking about,ne? Well,here she is..

Lying inside her box.She is Akiyama Mio from K-On! I really like this character that I even brought her along to my hostel room (laughs) I fixed her and placed her on my table.

It wasn't easy to make her hold the bass.I have to really make sure that her hands supports the weight of the bass.The bass did drop a few times in my first attempt of making her to stand.

As seen on the box,she comes with another two different facial expression (according to her scaredy-cat and tearful character),5 sets of hands with different finger expression,a bass bag and sports shoe.

When browsing in that shop,I saw another figurine beside Mio and plan to buy it on my next holidays (well,I don't want to spend all my money in one day!).Another target set in mind..her..

..:: My first Chocolate Cake ::..

2011-07-01T11:11:00.005+08:00

Wondering what am I doing during my holidays this week?I bake a cake yesterday!
My first Chocolate cake ^.^v

The cake itself was bitter as I used lots of Cocoa powder,so I made sure that my cake's icing and chocolate sauce to be very sweet to balance up the taste.

I did hurt my foot while getting the ingredients for the cake.I have walked too much and I was using a new slipper.I guess my foot are still not used to it yet.

My new slipper abuse my poor foot T-T

..::It's coming ::..

2011-06-22T19:37:00.003+08:00

It is coming.That day is coming.Friday is approaching soon! Yes,Friday is the day I'm going back to my hometown. Well,my class finishes at 12 o'clock in the afternoon and parents said that they could come and bring me home on that day.hehe.When was the last time I came back to Melaka? Hmm,I have forgotten 0.0

This Friday is also the day I have my presentation.Hmm,I have already prepared my script.I only have like 5 sentences to talk. haha. I am doing the introduction part so there is nothing much to talk about. Besides,I have done a lot of the behind-the-scenes job for the group. That is why they were willing to give me a short part.

I have always been nervous for any presentation, no matter how big or small the classroom is.I guess I hate many eyes staring me while I'm talking.It is creepy to me.

Since my part is short,I hope I won't forget what I am supposed to say in front of the class! haha! I also hope that my group's presentation will be the best and in order to achieve that,each of us in a group must do our best ,right? I guess I will have to overcome my phobia and be as calm as I can!

..:: Happy Papa Day! ::..

2011-06-19T15:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all fathers!
Have a nice day!

..:: Slacking ::..

2011-06-18T09:43:00.002+08:00

Ohaiyo^^
Currently slacking off as I have just finished my test yesterday.Guess I'll be relaxing myself today.It is rare that I get to rest like this.haha.I guess this is the semester where I am actually slacking off so much.I guess it is because of my flexible time table and less subjects to be studying on.Might as well enjoy this semester till the fullest.Maybe I'll watch a movie tonight too^^

My mid sem holidays are coming soon and I can't wait to go back to my hometown!I hope I won't be having too much of assignments to do during the holidays as I want to rest during that week!My friends are gonna have a reunion but that is the day I will be returning home!By the time I reach my hometown,I guess their reunion might have finished.I hope they will have a great time!

My currently desk status..empty.There is nothing for me to do.But I do have a presentation next Friday.That seems like a long way to go,ne?

I am doing the intro part of the topic which means that I am the first person to talk in my group.My group is the first group to present which I am the FIRST person to talk in class!!

Wow,can you feel the pressure?In this current class,I am not familiar with most of my classmates.So,it is like I am just talking to strangers.I don't who how will I feel.After that presentation is done,then maybe one of my questions will be answered..On whether presenting in front of strangers or friends is better..

I have been writing a lot today!Guess I'll stop here.Arigatou for reading ne!

[I have decided to take Japanese as my foreign language subject so I'm gonna learn more new Japanese words! ^.^ ]

..:: Movie time! ::..

2011-06-17T19:09:00.004+08:00

Didn't really slept properly last night as I was busy studying for this morning's test.The paper was okay.Well,it was at least worth my sleeping sacrifice.Then I did an experiment on Chromatography.I remember posting a blog post on this in the past.Since I have done this before,my results this time is pretty good!haha!

My classes ended at 12 in the afternoon.What are my plans today?I am currently watching Romantic Princess [Wu Chun and Angela Zhang] and I have finally reached the second disc!That is so slow of me,right?It took me a few days to finish watching disc 1.I do hope to finish watching the whole disc today!Yeah,I have 7 hours left to reach the ending so I hope I can stay awake watching it!

I suddenly miss my life in Foundation,where I had lots of laughter and life that time was not as stressful as now.I especially miss my friends,where I had many outings with them.Now,I don't even have the time to go out!haha.But,yes,we indeed have to make early plannings on when to go anywhere.

I miss you my friends!Don't ever think that I have forgotten you guys! ^.^

..:: Satisfaction ::..

2011-06-11T08:40:00.003+08:00

Lab reports are back again!I have two lab reports to do every week but I don't find it a fuss.Why?It is only in lab reports where I have the chance to draw!Of course in lab reports,you can't be drawing anime characters and all that no?haha..

In this week's lab report,I had to do the animal and plant cell structure.It took me some time to start as I don't know which organelle to begin with!There are so many organelles in a cell but I begin with the main component,the nucleus.

I originally thought that my drawings would be big,at least half a page for each cell.That means I can fit in the two cell structures in a page.But..

Don't be fool by its size,it is actually very small on my paper.The two images combine make up only HALF the page!!I can't believe it when I saw the outcome.My first thought was,'Can my teacher see all the organelles?'

Well,since I have drawn it and I have labelled everything there,I will just include this in my report,ignoring the small size of the cells I have drawn.I am satisfied with it as my drawing does look like a plant and animal cell!I guess teacher may think that this girl is such a cheapskate.

Small drawing=less papers=saving the environment

Isn't that a good thing? =)

..:: Addiction! ::..

2011-06-10T12:49:00.006+08:00

I am currently addicted to the songs from the Japanese band SID!From Fahrenheit [Taiwan] to SID [Japan].Wow,how did I discover this band?

It all begins with the anime FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood where it had the song Rain [by SID] as one of the opening.I love that song and its lyrics very much.First,I tried finding for the full song and just recently I had the time to investigate on who sang the song.haha.Guess,I was bored that time and had no other work to do.So,here is what I found out.

The band members!

Mao-vocalist

Aki-bass

Shinji-guitar

Yuuya-drums

Since it was Mao's voice that lead me to find the band,I decided to be a Mao fan^^ I am currently addicted to all their songs!

I have added one of their song on my navigation.The song is called Natsukoi by SID.I actually never realize that I have not placed any song clips on my navigation all this while.haha.No wonder my blog is so quiet!

Well,I never regret being addicted as listening to songs is a good way to release stress.Now with more songs to my collection,I can now 'release' more stress out of my head =)

P.S-I am still a fan of Fahrenheit!

..:: Silently::..

2011-06-02T08:21:00.002+08:00

Remaining silent is sometimes the best thing to do.Silence helps you to understand yourself better.It is a silent environment that helps you to think better;to hear yourself better.

I have no idea what am I feeling right now.It is kinda like having mix feelings.Uncertain feelings.When people ask me,'How are you?',I have no idea how to ask that,I would just reply,"erm,ok"..haha,what else can I say?I am sure I am not the only one in this world who feels this way.You must have felt this way before the past,right?

I know it is not because of stress as I have completed most of my work.Homesick?I often communicate with my parents so I don't feel homesick either.I guess it is due to the huge change in my surrounding.Yeah,this is it.My surrounding.You can say I am still in the 'adaptation' stage.Maybe only time can heal this uncertain feeling of mine.

..:: Happy 2nd Birthday! ::..

2011-05-30T11:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday,blog!

Wow,it has been 2 years already?!

I can't believe it has been two years.

Well,time flies very fast huh?

The name of this blog did had some changes as well during these 2 years.

From 'Justice' [with a green layout featuring L from Death Note]

to 'Happiness' [with a blue layout featuring Conan from Detective Conan]

to 'Destiny' [with a green layout featuring Inuyasha]

to 'Cheerish' [with a brown layout featuring K-On!]

and now 'The Promise'

Each name carries its own meaning which goes well with the layout and characters.

I hope you guys had enjoyed reading and visiting my blog! (^o^)

..:: Disrupted Sleep ::..

2011-05-30T10:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up early and was ready for my class.
I waited and waited and saw no one entering in my class.
Called up my friend and she inform me that the timetable has changed and that there is no classes in the morning
..GGGRRR..
walked back to my room with my heavy textbook T-T
Well,it's okay.I can take that as my early morning exercise,no?
haha..My next class is at 2 o'clock.

I might as well get my new timetable from my friends!

..:: Nothingness ::..

2011-05-28T07:58:00.003+08:00

Nothingness..A day of nothingness.Sometimes,you would feel like doing nothing at all too,right?To just laze around the room and not think or do anything.A perfect way to charge yourself after a tired week,no?That is what I could describe about this week,a very hectic week.Since it is just the first week of the semester,I don't have much work to do.So I think I can slack off this weekend,right?haha.What am I gonna do now?I'm gonna do nothing at all^^

..:: Not Motivated ::..

2011-05-22T17:49:00.002+08:00

The new semester is gonna start soon.Not soon,tomorrow!haha.But sadly,I am not excited nor motivated for the new semester.sigh.Maybe it is because the holidays were too short.13 days of holidays was not enough for me to fully charge my energy after all that hard studying for the final exams.

Did I spend my holidays well?Well,let me see..I did some wallpapers on Chun,did some drawings which will be uploaded soon^^,played some games,watched tons of movies which I had missed during the first 4 months of this year,eat all I want,helped my brother in his studies for his mid year exams and had plenty of sleep.In short,I felt I have spent my holidays well.

My panda eyes are finally gone after all that sleepless nights studying for finals.haha.I know it is a bad habit but I can't help it as I can't even sleep peacefully thinking about any exams.

A minor sacrifice for a better success!

Reading back my previous posts on Weibo makes me smile.I had been motivating myself so much there for each of my exams.I don't have any friends which I know in there so all my posts are actually for my own viewing.haha.Having lack of sleep till I almost had insomnia during the exam week was really stressful and tiring.So having confidence was very important during that week.It was confidence that allowed me to sleep.

Tomorrow is the start of my new semester.Hmm..I am eager to see my new timetable.I hope I could get more free time.haha.Once I get my timetable,I'm sure I'll start complaining here in my own blog first.Guess I better sleep early tonight for tomorrow.Good night ya!Here is another wallpaper of Chun.^^

..:: Chun Wallpapers ::..

2011-05-14T09:46:00.002+08:00

I have done some wallpapers on Chun lately.haha.I was too free,ya?

Click for the full size,ok?

Hope you like it^^

..:: The Promise ::..

2011-05-12T11:01:00.000+08:00

The new layout is here!The layout,featuring Team 7 from Naruto,is pretty different from my past layouts,right?The layouts I did in the past were consisting of one theme,happiness where you cherish your memories together with love ones.I have been watching Naruto Shippuuden lately and have decided that my new layout will be on Naruto.lol.So,what do you think of the layout?^^

The old layout

Naruto has not fulfilled his promise to bring Sasuke back to Konoha.Sasuke's vengence towards Konoha has changed him completely.Sasuke's decision in joining the Akatsuki has been a shock to everyone in Konoha.Especially to the Team 7's members and Kakashi sensei.Who would have ever thought that Sasuke would do such a thing to gain more power,no?This has made Team 7's Kakashi,Naruto and Sakura to have more will power to fulfill their undone promise.

The Promise.A tittle most suitable for this layout,don't you think?

.::Thanks for the 3000+ hits! ::..

2011-05-12T10:58:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the 3000+ hits!

..:: Happy Mother's Day ::..

2011-05-07T19:55:00.003+08:00

"M" is for the million things she gave,

"O" is for always offering her support,

"T" is for the tears she shed to save her child,

"H" is for her heart of purest gold,

''E'' is for her eyes, with love-light shining,

''R'' means right, and right she’ll always be.

Happy Mother's Day all mothers out there!^^

..:: A Plan ::..

2011-05-06T19:42:00.004+08:00

I have 5 subjects this semester and I had 4 exam papers continuously this week everyday.Stressed?Of course!I have lots of reading subject this time and to have all of them continuously everyday in a week.haha.I guess my panda eyes are enough to show how stressful it was.But it was a good thing having them all together.At least you finish them all faster.

I still have one more paper next Monday but I can't help thinking what am I going to do after my final exams?I will be having my two-weeks holidays soon.No matter how scary exams are,I can't help thinking what I will be doing after those dreadful exams .haha.Maybe it is because I had sleepless nights these because of my exams and just can't wait to relax.

Guess,you can say that I am slacking off a bit now since I have the weekends to study for that paper.Okay,let's see what I plan to do..

Plan number one is to change this blog's layout!Getting bored looking at the same layout although this layout has been here for only four months.I have been catching up with Naruto Shippuuden episodes recently and haha,from this I guess,you already got the hint on what my next layout is gonna be,right?Yup,it will be on one of the characters from Naruto.I have still not decided which character to choose..hmm..But I do have a theme in mind on how my layout will be.Just hope it will turn out good!

Plan number two is to sketch.Sketch tons and tons of anime characters!It has been a long time since I last drew. Really missed drawing especially when I see lots of nice anime images.Maybe I will try to draw as much as I can and make a record for myself!This is definitely something I will be doing during my holidays before another hectic semester starts.

Plan number three is to catch up with Naruto Shippuuden episodes.I have watched the Naruto Shippuuden latest movie : The Lost Tower,and it was really nice!Worth watching it! I was initially only at episode 147 out of 208 episodes!That is so way behind!Well,I managed to watch and of course,skip some parts,and now I can proudly tell you that I am in episode 202 ^^ What do I feel after watching so many episodes?I have missed so many important events in the story!!The death of Orochimaru and Jiraya. Weirdly,I wasn't sad when any of them died,I was sad that characters like Pein and Itachi died.There is sadness and happiness in each episode.But I sense more sadness in this currently arc I'm watching.

Okay,that's all for my plans.I know this will be a long post if I continue writing so better stop myself now.I better start studying for my exam,no?I can't wait for my exam to end!

Just one last wall separating me from freedom.I'll keep my will power burning up and study like this is my last time studying.Yeah!Let's get this done once and for all!

..:: Cantarella ::..

2011-04-30T15:08:00.006+08:00

Just love this song so much!
The song is called Cantarella,
featuring Kaito and Hatsune Miku from Vokaloid.
I like their dance steps too!
And their voice!
And the grand settings as well!
In short,I love this video..haha
Took me so long just to say that =)

Well,that's all..
I am not even supposed to be blogging now
since my exams are starting next Tuesday!

..::Rewind::..

2011-04-21T20:10:00.003+08:00

If you could rewind your time, would you change your life?

Well,of course,everyone would say 'YES!!' if they were given a chance to change their past.All the mistakes of the past can be altered,all the wrong choices made can be changed,but every step altered comes a risk.You will never know how that small change can affect your future.Where will you be in the future?Will you be happy?What will you be doing?

There are so many questions but sometimes,you just have to take the risk,no?You can even start a new 'you' when you alter your past.If you were transported back during your childhood time,how will you act in front of your friends if you still have your knowledge? Will you act like a genius in class or to be a normal kid (maybe pretend to have some errors during exams)?hmm,this shows that you will have to plan your new 'life' first before travelling back in time.

Haha.Ok,I know this would never happen but it is just a thought.I still feel that it is better to just stick to the present as it is the past that makes you stronger.No doubt you have your mistakes in your past but hey,what's gone is gone.You have to focus and try make today a better day.With that thought in mind,I am sure you will have a happy and fine day!

..:: Obstacles! ::..

2011-04-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

Never Give Up On What You Have Started,End It By Being Positive And Believing In Yourself!

Having positive thoughts is very important in obtaining good results.It builds up your self-confidence and you would tend to be more careful in what your are doing.You will even concentrate better as you feel hopeful and strive harder to achieve your goals.

Even if people criticizes you,saying that you'll never make it,ignore them.What do they know of your future?They are not fortune tellers.You are the only person who could change your own future.You hold the key to your own story; your own happily-ever-after story.It is never too late to start those dreadful obstacles.It all depends on how much effort you are willing to put into your work.

Always believe in yourself.With that burning determination in your heart,I'm sure victory is in your hands.Prove to those people that you have a strong heart to overcome each obstacles that stands your way!

..::Brotherhood ::..

2011-04-18T10:47:00.003+08:00

Brother..Sister..What is the first word that comes to mind when you hear these words?What is the first thing you remember about your siblings?Their good side or bad side?How close are you with them?How often do you fight with them in a week?Once?Twice?Everyday?

No doubt that everyone fights with their siblings no matter how small or big the problem is.It is always important to forgive and forget immediately before the problem becomes more serious and hatred forms.I have heard of sibling rivalry which actually last for a few years!Is that all worth it?To have fights with your own sibling for so long?How do you want to achieve a happy family if you are not united with your siblings?

Sometimes,mistakes happen.No human is perfect to be able to be right all the time. Express your feelings and opinions to them.It is no use continuing this fight where there is no win or lose.No one benefits out of sibling rivalry.Most importantly, constantly show your love to them.Let them know that you care for them and that you will always be by their side no matter what happens.

Have you ever imagine how would you feel if your sibling is no longer with you?What would you do if you could no longer see them again?

[Naruto Shippuuden]Sasuke had killed his own brother,Itachi,without knowing the truth behind all his actions.After watching this clip,I really felt sad for Sasuke as he not only lost his parents,he has now lost his one and only family member,his brother.

..:: Present ::..

2011-04-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

Don't let the sorrow of your past and the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present.

Don't get upset over the past.What has gone is gone.It is just a waste of time thinking about it.You should get over with it and start a new day happily with the heart that says 'Today will be a better day.A day filled with laughter and happiness'.

The future is still a mystery,you will never know what lies ahead.Most important,what you predict of the future may not necessarily be true,no matter how confident you are.

I learnt about this yesterday when I was getting back my Biology test paper.Before my teacher starts handing out the papers,I was already thinking that I did badly in that paper.I didn't gave myself any positive thoughts about the marks that time.When my teacher gave me my paper,I was shocked to see my marks.It wasn't as bad as I thought,it was good!So much better than I thought!!

So,the future can't always be predicted.Then to worry about the past or future,you might as well just enjoy the present.Isn't that much better? =)

..:: K-On! Special ::..

2011-04-09T09:05:00.002+08:00

I have watched both the series of K-ON! and loved it very much..I am very happy and excited to know that they are coming up with another sequel to it as well.Yeah!

I found some K-ON! specials on Youtube..

Here are some of the short clips I watched and enjoyed it very much XD

A great way to start my day!

..:: April Fool ::..

2011-04-01T21:46:00.005+08:00

April Fool is gonna end soon.So,how was your day?Have you tricked anyone or fallen into your own friend's traps?I'm sure that if you have been tricked by your friend,your expression is gonna be like her...

But then again,it only happens once a year,so you just have to bear with it.It is the only day where you have a reason to show your talents in deceiving people,and even your close friends!This can also be the time where you release your anger too,right?

How was my day,you may wonder .Hmm, nobody played any pranks on me. I was just following their plans and not the ones creating them.Just following the crowd .lol. I don't like playing pranks on people. Some pranks could hurt people and create misunderstanding. You might even lose a friend because of your own jokes! Scary,no? I just will feel very bad for that person. You will only make them have a bad day.

Erm,I don't know whether to be happy or sad that April Fool is about to end soon,but I sure know that Naruto has been having a great time today XD

..:: Thank You ::..

2011-03-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

Now is the best time to thank all my friends who have been with me all of the years.Why now?

Well,that is because starting from this minute onwards till 12 midnight tomorrow,is my birthday! haha.I can't believe I'm 20 years old already! From 19 to 20..

Although it is just a difference of one year but look at that,both the digits have changed now.From 1 to 2 and from 9 to 0.. Well,age is just a number and 20 is still a small number to me =)

..:: Lost ::..

2011-03-26T00:09:00.004+08:00

What am I currently feeling now?

Well,I guess pictures says a thousand words and this picture depicts my current feeling very well. Too many doubts and questions with no answers and uncertainties.

You will never know how the future will be so cherish everyday of your life.Always be happy and not stress too much on work.Yup,these are the advise coming from a person who is still lost..Geez,what a joke..

..:: Power!! ::..

2011-03-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

There was a huge fly stuck in between the partition of the window and the mosquito net in my room.It has been buzzing and knocking the net and the knock sound in made was loud!For a second there,I thought it could break the net and enter my room. I was scared thinking of that fly entering my room!!!!

So,I was thinking,whether to leave it there (as I know it would be impossible for that fly to pass through that mosquito net) or to buy the insecticide.But what if it continues to knock the whole night?I would not be able to sleep and I will be sleeping in fear..haha..what a scaredy-cat I am..

So,I went four floors down to the mart to buy Ridsect.Not just any Ridsect,Ridsect dengan muncung berkembar!!Even the shop owner was curious to see me buying only the Ridsect at 8.30 night.
As I entered my room,my thoughts were like

'hahaha..Die you evil fly!!'

was having that confidence just because I had the insecticide in my hand,haha,that is the one that is giving me power!

*after spraying for 3 minutes at the window*
Geez,my room smells like Ridsect!! >.<

Ish,I can't believe I snap a picture of that!!It took me some time to even throw it away.Since my room was filled with the scent of Ridsect,I have lost my appetite to eat biscuits.Ah well,at least I would have a peaceful night, no?

Rest in peace,insect..

..:: Returning to Civilization ::..

2011-03-20T18:22:00.007+08:00

Returning home was equals to returning back to civilization to me.Why?Ever since I started studying in uni,I have never read the newspapers (apart from knowing the main headlines online),and I never sit in front of the television,well,that's because my room doesn't have one.LOL.

I finally returned home to Melaka last Friday or shall I say returning back to 'civilization'.haha.I reached home late as my class only ended at 6 p.m..

Wohoo!!I was happy to see this sign board =)

What was the first thing I did when I returned home?Sit in front of the tv,of course..haha..I went straight to the Animax channel and started looking at what I have missed.Then I was like,'Wow,the is second season of Haruhi Suzumiya is coming soon?!' 'Bleach's new season is out too?!' 'How come I didn't know that?'

Too many shocking news for me in one night.lol.Yeah,well I finally returned to my university today.Can you guess what I brought along with me this time?

I found my old Sailormoon folder in one of my old CDs and have been checking on it lately.After watching at all the video clips I have collected,I felt like watching again.Well,I do know it is childish of me to actually be watching this but then again,who cares.haha.I just hope that I will have the time to watch Sailorstarrs!Speaking about this,my all time favourite Sailorscout is Sailor Uranus.

She is a matured character who has her own mindset on what she wants to do.Beautiful yet charming.Strong yet elegant.haha..Of course she is strong and handsome as she was actually a boy who reincarnated as a girl!

..:: Care ::..

2011-03-12T09:13:00.006+08:00

Yesterday 300+ people died,
almost 100 thousand people lost their homes,
4.4 million homes in Japan has no electricity,
Lets put our hands together and pray for the Japanese,
may God bless them and give them strength to deal with it,

The signs are clearly seen now,

The Earth is really bleeding,

Disasters after disasters,

Destructions and deaths,

The will to continue living,

The tears of sadness and feeling hopeless,

You are never alone,

Let's go through this together!

Let's withstand these disasters as

No one deserves to be left behind.

Because we CARE.

Because I CARE.

Do you?

-Varsha

..::Laughter::..

2011-03-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

Now when was the last time I watched Detective Conan?
*laughs* Kogoro Mouri is the only person I know who could spend 3 million yen in a day.Watching these clips once a while does help release stress and yes,provide laughter as well.Especially the way he laughs where you could clearly see his tongue.I don't think I have ever seen people laughing like that before.LOL. I really do pity his wife Eri. Eri is my favourite character in this series.It is too bad that she rarely appears in this show.

Watching any funny clips could distress you.Laughter is all it takes to bring your mood back to do those works waiting on the table.I do have lots of work waiting for me.AT the same time I do need to manage my time to study as well as another huge wave is coming soon.Huge wave? I meant Test 2!!I have just completed 5 subjects' Test 1 and now,end of this month is the beginning of the Test 2.Another huge wave approaching.*sigh* So I better start studying for now itself,no?

..:: Complete! ::..

2011-03-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

My sketch is 100% completed!

It is called Fuwa Fuwa Time! from K-On!

..:: Draw! ::..

2011-03-05T00:39:00.004+08:00

Finally,the tests are over.
Yet,I can't sleep yet,as I have lots of assignments to be done which,not to worry,as it has been done and submitted today.
Now when I finally get to sleep,I felt like sketching..
Maybe because I had a stressful time and it has been a while since I last sketched.*haha*

I'm only 40% done with it.I will be doing the shading part tomorrow since it is already late now and I should go to bed.haha..what an excuse..I guess from my sketch,you should be able to identify from which anime these characters come from,right?
These adorable characters are from K-On! [Guess you can identify them from my blog layout]
I guess I will name this sketch Fuwa Fuwa Time!

I hope the results would be excellent!

..:: Busy Weeks ::..

2011-02-20T08:50:00.005+08:00

"Even if you scream and cry inside of your heart,
It’s useless if you don’t turn them into words.."

Looking at my blog,I realize that I have not been blogging for a long time.Well,where will I have the time to do so with all the assignments,lab reports,tutorial,quizs,presentation,projects and tests waiting for me?I started to feel that I have less time to spend on things that I want to do these days.I have tests almost every week and 3 lab reports to submit each week.Adding on top of it is the presentations and assignments,so,time management is really important for me to solve each work.

I also started to realize that time has been moving very fast this semester.In a blink of an eye,March is coming soon and by the end of March,I turn 20.The end of my teenage life.lol.What do I wish for?I wish to have a stress-free life.I guess everyone would want that too.I mean,studying and have the time for myself.Having 5 subjects in one semester is really no joke.Oh well,at least I will have 2 subjects next semester so,I really can't wait for this semester to end!

Now,I have two tests coming up this week,one tests in the next week and another one next 2 weeks.Geez,this is scary.My weekends for the next 2 weeks will be spend on studying.

I also learnt that it is no use screaming and crying in your heart if no one gets to hear you,thus I came up with the quote in the beginning of this post.So,here it is,I finally managed to put them into words.Have a nice weekend everyone!

..:: Let's Go! ::..

2011-02-08T19:23:00.003+08:00

"Even though tears of frustration comes running down,at this moment,we must move forward with all we've got.Keep the pleasant things in mind and don’t be afraid. Let's go! Just be the way you are!"

Well,it's not that I really do have any tears,its just a phrase to motivate myself.The studying time has arrived when all of a sudden,you feel too busy to even rest for a while.It is a good thing that I joined only one club this semester as I do have a hectic timetable.Well,at least I can be active in this one club,right? *smile*

..::Hopes.Dreams.Love::..

2011-02-08T19:13:00.004+08:00

The new sketch is finally here^^
The theme is [Hopes.Dreams.Love] based on the characters from FullMetal Alchemist..

It took me two days to shade the middle picture of Edward Elric.

Phew,but it was worth it as I am satisfied with the outcome..

Shockingly,it took me only two and a half hours sketching the other two pictures at the side..

haha..It is a challenge for me to sketch Alphonse Elric as it my first time sketching a non-human character.

Oh,well,I am happy with the overall outcome of the sketch and thats all that matter to me^^

..:: Time! Time! Time! ::..

2011-02-03T13:35:00.004+08:00

I tried doing some bunny origami..hehe..Does it look like a bunny?

I am suppose to be studying but look what I ended up doing yesterday..Guess I was on a holiday mood :D

This picture is not done yet..Its just 15% done..I plan to sketch two more characters on each side.Here is the original picture of the character I'm currently sketching..
I am currently sketching Edward Elric from FullMetal Alchemist.It's my first time drawing such emotional character.It is a challenging one as it is also my first time drawing a metallic hand which requires a lot of shading!I hope the outcome would be beautiful!

..:: Happy Chinese New Year 2011! ::..

2011-01-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

..:: Hectic Schedule ::..

2011-01-19T20:06:00.003+08:00

Currently have a very hectic schedule for this semester..

Now that lessons have begin,

works start loading my table day after day

and I just can't stand seeing so many work on that table!

So,I am currently busy with

assignment,

presentation preparations,

tutorials,

studies,

coming quizzes and tests,

and dreadful laboratory reports..

I guess as long as I have completed every obstacles

that's on my table,

I will be smiling away the whole night.

..:: 1010 ::..

2011-01-16T19:19:00.004+08:00

Just wanna share my FahrenheitGloba1 profile with you..
Did you notice that the number of post I made is the same as Chun's 1010 birthday?haha..It is rare to get this kind of number,though.I think even my temperature is Chun's too,right?*gigling*

..:: Honourarium ::..

2011-01-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

I received a sms last Thursday from my high school teacher,asking me to go to school to collect my Honourarium.When I read the sms,I was thinking,what is a Honourarium?I started thinking that it is a certificate and said that I would go back the next day (as last Friday was a public holiday in my uni)

I went to my old school.Looking at the building really does bring back lots of old memories.I went to the staff room to see my teacher.She was so happy to see me.Of course,it has been 2 years since I last saw her.I saw her flipping through her documents and saw that beside my name,there is a price.Since I came with my father,I didn't even bring my wallet along!

Then I asked her,
erm.. teacher, am I suppose to pay you to get the Honourarium?
She replied,oh no,WE pay you for working hard in the school Koperasi.
Oh,so the Honourarium was given by the school Koperasi and not the school..

I was the Assistant President and President of the Koperasi/Co-operative Club in my last two years of school.So,I was given my two years pay..
I was dissapointed that it was not a certificate,but happy that I received money from the school.yeah!

Well,although its not much,I really appreaciate getting it.To tell you the truth,I still haven't open the envelope.

..:: Love Buffet ::..

2011-01-12T12:55:00.002+08:00

The video clip above is the opening MV for Love Buffet.
I like the MV as it has a cheerful and happy feel to it,
not to mention that I also like the song very much.
I hope this drama would get high ratings as they have
put in so much of effort filming the whole series!

..::First Class ::..

2011-01-10T09:18:00.003+08:00

Today is my first day of studying.

My first class starts at 8 in the morning,so,I woke up as early as 6.30 in the morning and left my room at 7.15 a.m..

I went 4 floors down my room and walk towards the academic block.

After walking a long pathway towards the academic block,I crossed the road and went another 4 floors up.

I was 10 minutes early for class and I met new friends taking the same course as me.

After approximately 20 minutes,when all students are ready for the lesson,a woman came by our class and said,

"Your teacher is on leave today,you can go home now."

Of course,on the outside,I was smiling,

but in the inside...

..:: The Journey ::..

2011-01-09T18:22:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since I last updated my blog.Well,thats because I had problems with my internet connection,and guess what?I have not been online for a week!Wow,it was indeed boring without the internet.Now that I finally got the connection,I am pretty busy now.haha..

Where was I yesterday?

I went for a trip to Putrajaya.Well,since there was no connection yesterday,I figured,why not join the trip :D I was happy that I made lots of new friends in the bus and I was the only one busy snapping pictures here and there in the bus with my handphone.haha..
The roads in Putrajaya are quiet.There were less people on the road,probably because it was in the morning.

The main destination of this trip is actually Alamanda.

It is a great shopping complex with tons of shop lots and restaurants,so you will never get hungry :D
Since my gang and I had a lot of free time,we actually went to the cinema in the ground floor and watch a movie..

The Tourist,starring Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie,is a movie filled with suspense and it is really funny as well.I really enjoyed the movie with my friends.

The only problem was the cinema room was too cold and I didn't wear a sweater. Okay,next time when watching a movie in cinema,I will make sure to WEAR a sweater. haha..learning from mistakes ^_^

Although it was too cold and tiring,I felt happy that I now have add more good memories with my friends.

Bye Alamanda!Hope to see you soon!

..:: Happy New Year 1111 ::..

2011-01-01T00:00:00.006+08:00

May this new year bring many opportunities your way,

to explore every joy of life and

may your resolutions for the days ahead stay firm,

turning all your dreams into reality and

all your efforts into great achievements.

Do you like the new layout?This layout features the characters from K-ON!! I prefer this layout as it is much easier to look at my blog post.This is actually my 100th post.haha..Time flies so fast,no?I have just read Chun's latest post in his new site Chunzone.I have included his link under my 'SITES I FOLLOW' section. :D

..:: Christmas in KLCC ::..

2010-12-28T11:04:00.005+08:00

I spent my christmas holidays in KLCC with my friends!It has been a long time since I went outing with my friends.So,I truly treasure the time I spend with them.

I actually went outside to snap that picture.The weather there is very sunny!Well,the weather doesn't make much difference to me as I will spend my time inside this tall building. :D

The decorations inside are beautiful!With purple as their theme of this year's Christmas.

I didn't get to snap any pictures of my friends as they are all camera shy.The moment I aim my camera at them,they ran away!haha~
Well,I did snap some pictures of them secretly but I won't post it here..haha..I don't want to get into trouble,of course^^

After a long walk around each floors,we decided to buy some cupcakes at Bisou..Since it's a 'buy 5 free 1' offer,so,all six of us choose our own cupcakes.

The cupcake of my choice,chocolate cupcake..hmm..delicious!

Indeed,I had an enjoyable day.I hope that I could go outings again with my friends in near future..

Oh yes,StillDestiny is gonna have a new layout (again?!)..I didn't quite like the way the blog post is shown in this layout so I want to change..

The new layout will be uploaded on New Year 2011 (same day as Chun's new website will be ready..haha^^)I am looking forward for that day too!

..:: Merry Christmas ::..

2010-12-23T10:16:00.003+08:00

Hope your Christmas is filled with

peace,love and joy

Merry Christmas!

..::Happy Birthday Hazelyn! ::..

2010-12-16T09:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Hazelyn!

I know that today is not your birthday but it is this date and time that your final STPM paper finishes.So,this is the start of your freedom!